now i feel my heart broken because i heard a girl
who have been in my mind for many months recently
think of a guy, not me, who is a researcher in computer
science. i heard it from herself.
i met her first four months after i had resigned the job
and started my own business. since then i sometimes
think of her. i invited her to study events several times
to keep the contacts.
but i didn’t approach her sincerely because i was
afraid of her rejection, and i have to give much effort
to my business which is still in an infant stage.
so i planned to tell her my heart when i achieve a
distinguishing success in my work.
i think excellent entrepreneurs can run
by themselves without any depends, and i wanna be
such a guy with strong heart, genuine passion, and
practical business skills.
yes, of course this thought is just a selfish one.
in this event, God gave me a chance to go up to
the place i want to reach. i have to make more efforts
to realize my idea, and truly i want to make my success.
i should throw away this long-term addiction immediately
but it would take a certain time, so i allow me to hold it a while.
now i feel fresh as when i decided to start my own business.
after grown up to my ideal entrepreneur, i'll be able to release all.
then i hope more attractive lady would become my partner.
Okay, I’ll go ahead.